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Wed, 09 Feb 2005 03:17:05 GMT

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Tue, 08 Feb 2005 22:09:16 GMT

Im in a car underwater with time to kill looking back I forgot to tell you this, I dont really care that you left and abannoned me, what hurts more is

yup I know, Its too amazingly hot, to bad about the face.

Birthday party/walmart.

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 21:22:09 GMT

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 03:26:30 GMT

Pick a band and then answer the questions (about yourself) with their lyrics.. try to answer each question with lyrics from a different song... the song title is in italics...

1. Band/Singer: The Used

2. Are you male or female?: Poetic Tradgedy
"And on that last day he breaks, stands tall and he yells, and takes his life."

3. Describe yourself: Noise and Kisses
"Look in my eyes, Im jaded now, whatever that means"

4. How do you feel about other people: Bulimic
From the way that you acted, to the way that I felt it, It wasnt worth my, but now its sad that all I miss wasnt that good to begin with."

5. How do you feel about yourself?: Choke Me
"Fuck My Ass"

6. Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend: On My Own
"Im on top of the world, and Im sitting her wishing"

7. What would you rather be doing: Pieces Mended
"Marry me, stay the same, lie to me and tell me you never will"

8. Describe where you live: Maybe Memories
"We trudged through the mud, we tried to call it home, but we werent alright, not all, not for one second."

9. Describe how you love: Box of Sharp Objects
"Glorified by what is ours"

10. Share a few words of wisdom: Greener with Scenery
"The worst has got the best of you, and I know I needed change."

I myself think that #5 was genius.

Its a lie, a kiss with opened eyes.

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 17:37:46 GMT

I am almost to the point where I want to delete my livejournal account.

Its fucking pointless, this place is teeming with immature fucks, and I don't really want a part in it. people aren't allowed to post posts about their feelings with out some kind of repercussions. People join communities, get rejected, and decided their going to waste everyone in that communites time by posting hate posts everyday, and commenting on peoples personal journals.

thisreally made my day.
&this one too.

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 21:42:47 GMT

I downloaded music.

...rap music!

My List
Trick Daddy-Lets go
Usher/Ludacris/Lil John-Yeah
Lil John and the East side boys/ying yang twins-Get low.
snoop-Drop it like its hot

yeah.

I have to get ready to go over to stevens.

stolen from say_days_ago_x

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 06:23:32 GMT

RULES:
1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the few that best apply to you.
4. Put your month in an entry.
5. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a journal cut.

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and ~~serious.~~ ~~Loves to teach and be taught.~~ Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. ~~Smart~~, ~~neat~~ and ~~organized.~~ Sensitive and has deep thoughts. ~~Knows how to make others happy.~~ Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. ~~Highly attentive.~~ ~~Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.~~ Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. ~~Loves children.~~ Loyal. ~~Has great social abilities~~ yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and ~~money cautious.~~

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 22:01:34 GMT

Im fixing to go to work. Its cold.

This is my offical Im going away message, Im leaving for Bristow Tommarrow Morning, and wont be back till Saturday Night-Sunday Morning since mom hasnt decided yet.

that means.

I hope all you worthless shit faced mother fuckers have a very merry CHRISTmas.

I <3 you all.

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 14:46:09 GMT

Its snowing. Like crazy.

...yes I went out and played in it.

&yesterday I cut almost an inch off my hair, and no one even fucking noticed. Maybe I should shave one side of my head, then see if they notice.

ps. just because the "perfect pancake" machine claims its easy to use, doesn't mean it is. There's Pancake batter from one end of house to the other.

quizzes at lunch. I get bored

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 18:12:41 GMT

How much do your LJ friends love you? by ladybugadria
username
age
choose one
loves you lots	dunxdunxweexwee
thinks of you as their best friend	nanjokazuya
pretends to like you	_faker
wants to move your relationship to the next level	sevensweeney
wants you in bed	tearless_weep
Loves your quirkiness	hardk0regeek
desperately loves to read your journal	todieforxxx
Loves you more than you know	fadedtears88
thinks you are stange	taste_of_amanda

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Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
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Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:	190

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AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHASDFASHAHAHAHAHA I <3 BOB SAGGOT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Your Love Life by lpfloatsmyboat
Name/username/nickname:
favorite color:
best physical quaility:	everything!
best personality trait:	nothing...nothing at all
will you marry your bf/gf that you have now?	no
when will you get married?	August 2, 2014
your kiss is:	meaningful!
People date you because:	you're cute

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yeah right.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 22:32:17 GMT

Today was good.

It feels good to go to lunch with people other than myself. Thank you Tyler for today, and thank you Laura for friday. If either one of you ever want to do it again, just ask or text me. Chances are I dont have plans.

At school today, I got yelled at in my second hour, because I "print" everything. Sorry coach morgan that I dont have sloppy, hairy, sweaty, he-man hand writting. Prick.

Today its raining. I hate getting out in the rain, but at the same time, I love driving around in it. So today is going to be another drive around and do nothing day. Hopefully I wont encounter deer, or other large animals.

I think also Im telling shelby tommarrow, that shes driving me crazy. Well maybe not that, but Im going to tell her I dont like her the way she likes me, and probally wont ever...Without trying to be an ass. Im pathetic yes, asshole most times, heartbreaker no.

Think you Know me!? HAHA I DOUBT IT. Take my Quiz and find out! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

/end rambling.

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 02:22:42 GMT

I went driving around tonight, as I always do when Im bored.
I almost hit a deer.
It scared the shit out of me.
I hit my brakes.
It just sat there.
I honked my horn.
It ran away.
I said FUCK.
It kept running.
The End.

This story was brough to you by me.
KTHANXBYE.

p.s. lying=not cool.

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 15:41:15 GMT

OMG!!!!!!11111!!!1!!!1!!!1twentysixtyfour!!!111

Sassy(my dog) Killed a bird. I let her out this morning, came back to the door to let her in, and there she was sitting there blood everywhere ripping this little bird to shreds.

I took a picture for you!<3.

Dont ask me why I posted that, but I did, so deal with it.

My mom took my sisters to out to breakfast, didnt bother to ask me, but I guess thats a good thing since if I would have went she probally would have made me pay for myself.

Im going to eat breakfast now, by eating breakfast I mean smoke a cigarette, drink a diet dr.Pepper, and think about going and getting ready for work.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 21:08:47 GMT

Today was wonderful.

I didnt go to school, because I don't have a car.
I stayed home all day and watched rap music videos while eating dry fruit loops.
There's a couple of other things bothering me too, insignificant so Im not wasting energy on them.
I wish people where online to talk too.

depressed? very much so.

and yes your very right about me, you and everyone else. I am pathetic for keeping these things a secret, I should have never told anyone, I am a sad human being, and I am definetly pathetic. Im just really glad that someone who has never met me, can tell me these things over AIM.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 02:19:39 GMT

So I went to see tsunami bomb last night. It was kinda mixed. True she did act very unprofessional by calling that kid out, but I think maybe he shouldnt have been acting like an ass. I thought that I would be done after tsunami bomb's set, but actually I think I enjoyed Motion City Soundtrack more, but dont get me wrong, I did work up a sweat, and I did sing...well scream the words to tsunami bomb , cause I knew 'em all. Limbeck and The Academy were pretty good, I probally would have liked them more, if I'd heard them before. I did really have fun, I dont think Tyler did though.

My car is offically shit. Today I get home, and the keys wouldnt come out of the ignition, and my steering wheel wouldnt lock, so I spent most of the night trying to get my keys out, well I got them out, just as we realized my car was leaking anti-freeze so I drove it to walmart to get more anti-freeze, and guess what, the keys locked again. So I dont know if I can drive it to school tommarow, and Tommarrow we have to take it somewhere to see if they can fix the leak, my mom threw the hugest fucking fit about how I dont take care of my car. Fuck.her. I take care of my car, that leak just started, excuse me for not fucking realizing it sooner.

Time to eat.

...and Im still pretty fucking stupid.

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 05:17:29 GMT

I must be the stupidest person on earth.

the end.

good night.

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 22:44:00 GMT

Last night was truely amazing.

I dont think I've had that much fun in a long long long long time.
yes, I was very drunk, and I smoked, two things I haven't done in a million years. Im glad I started hanging out with tyler. He's alot of fun. Im glad I made friends with him, and Im really glad I made friends with the Everclear last night.

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 00:33:06 GMT

Alot has happened in the past week.
My car got ass-fucked by a huge fucking suburban, smashed my trunk up pretty bad.
I got grounded for one "c" on my progress report, my mom doesnt understand that that grade doesnt go on my transcript.
I got harrassed by my mom who is now convinced that I'm gay, and doing drugs.(no details why, its kinda a long story.)
I havent washed my hair in 11 days.
But the best part about all of this is:
Im going to see Tsunami Bomb, Motion City Soundtrack, and Maxeen, at the Green Door next sunday with Tyler. Im so fucking excited I can't wait, and I glad that someone liked me enough to ask me to go.

Wed, 17 Nov 2004 03:01:49 GMT

So I hung out with Tyler tonight. I had fun. I felt like maybe I was kinda in his way, and I was kinda boring him. I hope thats not the case, I hope he still thinks Im cool and wants to hang out more, The songs he played on Monday night were amazing, He really is an awesome guy. The text message(s) he sent me really made my day, its been awhile since someone told me that.

We're dissecting the respiratory system out of the cats tommarrow, I love how Dr. Bryan loves to make us dissect on the days I have to work, so I go to work with my hands smelling like Karo-safe, and kitty guts.

Mom made cookies. This means I will gain a million pounds before midnight tonight.

and for the time being, Im happy.

In between each sad song, the happy ones are just as sour.

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 23:25:54 GMT

Fuck it, I've decided Im going to be fine. I will get through this.

My mom broke down and cried today, I felt like shit. My dad wont pay her child support, I didnt know just how much we are "scrapping by". She's an accountant at halliburton so I just figured we where ok, but since this is a single parent house-hold. She said shes going to look for a second job, I especially feel bad since she took me out to lunch today to try to cheer me up, I cant do anything to make her feel better.

I mad an 88 on my quiz in algebra 2, thank god for that curve, without it I would have made a 58. I felt like a hobo today, my pants were a little to big, and my shirt some how got streched out a little, my jacket is a small, but its a little to big in the arms.

Mon, 15 Nov 2004 02:34:48 GMT

I deleted my other post so I wouldnt be a douche bag and update more than once in one day, and block up friends pages.

I figured out that the worst feeling you can possibly have is walking around in the rain with long hair. It frizzes out, it curls, its sticks to your face, its untolerable. I also hate walking in around in wet socks.

Tsunami Bomb's Bomb squad site finally came out with an offical bomb squad shirt, I want one, but I cant afford it, I wish I was more responsible with my money. Mom said shes taking me Christmas shopping soon, meaning I pick out my christmas presents, I hate that wheres the fun in it?
I hate knowing what Im going to get, whats even more retarded is my mom actually wraps them up.

Ean called my cell phone at 11:15 last night, I left it in my car so I didnt know he was trying to call me, he said him and chris wanted to talk to me, I can only imaigne about what.

My hair's up to five days no washing, and its so fucking ~~wonderful~~ ~~hot~~ ~~awesome~~ ~~beautiful~~ Magnificent.

p.s. Watching people play dodgeball on Gameshow network is my new favorite thing to do.

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 04:18:49 GMT

Why does everything I touch turn bad or end up hurting me in the end. Sometimes I do and say things that I dont mean. I drove around today for an hour and half after work trying to sort things out.

I blew up today, yes I did. It was something I needed to do, take it as that, Im couldnt let myself swallow it down, and let it build up like it always does, I did something about it, Im tired of not standing up for myself and Im tired of not telling people what I really think or really feel, what I did today may have been wrong, or maybe it wasnt. If it leaves me friendless, I really dont care anymore.

Sometimes I do treat people like shit, I dont do it on purpose its just the way I am, I think what started off as a joke tonight might have gotten out of hand, Im really really really sorry, I wasnt mad at all, and I wasnt trying to make you think I was mad, I guess things got out of hand, I didnt mean to hurt your feelings if I did, if I did Im really sorry.

Wed, 10 Nov 2004 03:35:51 GMT

I dont know what to do about Shelby, the more we hang-out the more I think she makes a better friend, I feel really bad for not feeling the way she feels about me, theres not way I can tell her.

We saw saw tonight. It was, well, go see it. I bet you'll never in 948509384059million years guess who it is. Samantha thinks she did but I know she didnt she just said that to be funny, it was scary was because she was right. I had most of it figured out, just not who.

Yeah I hate my second hour this | |much, he assigns a chapter outline, which the chapter was like 20 pages, I stayed up till 2 in the morning doing this piece of shit outline, and does he take a grade on it, FUCK NO. I was pissed.

Third hour, we had a sub, and all I got done was plot how I was going to kill steven in my head. He farted 5 times in class, and that whole corner thought it was the funniest thing ever. He made a point to make the whole class be quiet so we could "experience" it.

Mom made me wash my hair this morning, my strike is by no means over, now I have a reason not to wash my hair, to piss my mom off.

Im done.

Day 2

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 22:06:13 GMT

I was soooooooooooo sick this morning I dont know why I even came to school, when your up till 4 in the morning puking your insides out, and you go to school, things arent pretty.

In all my years of driving, I've never hit the basketball goal that I park under, until just a couple of minutes ago, BAM! right into it. It didnt dent my car or anything, not like it would matter since I have a six inch deep key line in it.

Moms taking me to lawton today to find me some more jeans, since I lost weight, all my pants are like two sizes too big, so she offered to buy me some but they go toward my christmas, but I really dont care, I need jeans.

DAY 1.

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 01:10:52 GMT

Stolen from sevensweeney

LMAO...

tron Costume...

LMAO.

I dont want to go to school tommarrow.

I also think for fun, Im going to see how long I can let myself go without washing my hair. thats right Im on a shampoo strike.

What The Hell Happened Last Night?
LJ Username
What did you drink?
You wake up in the morning next to:	dunxdunxweexwee
...who is wearing:	a Tron costume
...and rolls over to you to say:	My God, you're supple!
...and then:	zaps you with an electric cattle prod

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